Monday Mahem

Dear love of my life and then some,

So our clinic is flooded, looks like we won't be back in it all week. So first thought is: sleep party!! And I could hardly help myself so I did just that, slept most all the day. Funny thing is everyone I talked to from clinic did the same thing. I think we are all going to be so off schedule we will be zombies. I did my work out though and made a plan to do my CE course this week but didn't do any of it today except send myself all the stuff and get it organized. I really just slept today.

So with that, my goals were to wake up and exercise etc. I mostly slept. Though I did exercise.

So tomorrow, I want to wake up when I'm supposed to wake up and not get off my schedule. I want to read in the morning and talk to my wonderful family. I want to exercise first thing in the morning then spend my day in the library doing CE. That is my plan.

I want to be in control of life. I find that comes down to making each little choice count. When the alarm goes off, do I wake up or push snooze. Pushing snooze is allowing my environment and body control me. I lose time and agency. Getting up in the morning I think is the most important moment of the day. When I pop out of bed I instantly feel more in charge and awake throughout my day. Also I get the important things done in the morning before the day has the chance to push them out like scripture study and exercise. I want to keep these habits when I get home. I want to wake up and exercise (with you would be awesome) and read my scriptures every morning before I leave the door. I will have to be disciplined to go to bed and in tune enough to adapt when necessary.

So tomorrow I have a lot of freedom and I'm anxious to see if I can take control of it. "you can steel our land but you can't steel my freedom!"  - picture me in a loin cloth right now.

Love you my beautiful war princess,

Man