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Hello my Canadian Ice Princess,

I seriously haven't anything to say about my day. Seriously. I did workout. I helped move some stuff in the clinic. Went to the lunch with Banks, nice to have some human interaction there. Went to the library to do CE courses until I couldn't handle it any more and my eyes and head felt like they would explode. I then ate dinner and came here and spaced out for a while.

I want to feel productive tomorrow. That is my goal. Even though I'm trying to be productive, I feel drained and poopy, yes that's the word, I feel poopy.

My runs have become some of my favorite and peaceful times of the day. I enjoyed running in the cool air today - it was actually cool! And it has been a bit rainy all day. I loved it. Also exercising is a time I feel engaged and with purpose. I want to feel that when I do my CE too but I just fade off reading and can't keep focus. I for the first time in a long time posted on Facebook. I'm going to try an experiment: I am going to try to make a daily post (or so) with the question in mind: what in my daily experiences can I share that would benefit others? I'm going to avoid talking about myself or my accomplishments which most all of Facebook is - narcissistic ranting - and share tidbits of insights that I notice in my surroundings and experience that are uplifting and motivating. Nothing more. So that's my experiement.

I do love you. I loved looking at our old BYUI pictures today so much. You look so cute and little in them, I can't get enough looking at you in those pics. I just want to pull you out of the picture and squeeze you!!! One thing is absolutely certain though: you have become more the girl of my dreams now than when we first met!!!! I love everything about you and anticipate and EXPECT to fall more madly and deeply in love with you as the years pass by.

To our many years of adventures and love ahead!

Love,

Montana Man Dude