Goalie

My mouse is being super crazy and won't click when I want it to and is super annoying I may need a new one soon. So anyway I failed on a few goals, we were too slow getting to Bennetts this morning and didn't play football but I did get to bask in the sun and I did throw it once to Alyssa. Preston was really wanting to ride the tram but when he got on wasn't so sure but he hung on and was super cute about it. So no touchdown but there was fun had with family, so almost score one.

I tried to serve others but mostly I did what I usually do but in my mind I was doing it with a focus of service, Little things like picking Cloe up when her blister popped and piggybacking her back home or bringing Adrien's dinner to her.

I am a little self conscious around Adrien, I admit I have a hard time relating to her and many times her stories just don't make a lot of sense so I just nod along. She apparently having a hard time with us and is feeling overwhelmed with everyone around so uncle Lance suggested(which I am trying not to resent too much) that she sleep at Grandmas house for a while so she can have time to study and catch up on sleep. This in Adriens mind is freedom from having a curfew and can come and go easier and get lost on her way to and from her to grandmas house. But I overheard part of a conversation between mom and her on this subject and she couldn't say anything specific but she was just annoyed with having kids around. Mom was trying to say she is always gone and doesn't interact with them for more then 20min a day and so how can it be "so hard". Anyway I am trying not to be prideful about it and to just try and find ways to serve Adrien and show her love. I am going to start picking up and dropping off the kids at school. I really don't mind doing it but I am trying not to be vindictive about it as she has missed picking Cora up for two days in a row but look at it as a way to let her have her space. I don't know what she wants and I am really bad at communicating. but I am going to find a way to do something little for her to say I love her.

I looked up the lesson and am going to study it as soon as I am done here....

I don't remember if there was anything else that I was trying to do or not.

I love being here and looking at the scenery all around me. I love to look out and see so far in every direction. To see the stars. Little gems surrounding us in a dome. It is so beautiful and I just think how amazing God is to have given us the gift of such an amazing world to live in.

I miss you and hate that I haven't heard your voice today. I love getting texts from you,,, don't forget;)

Good night, Izaac is sleeping in my bed so it'll probably be filled with kicks and squirms as I will probably end up on the floor at some point. Enjoy your roomy bed:) Love you always!